Crew Member Shares Depression Following Wave of Harassment Post-Spaceflight
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has publicly detailed her emotional downturn after enduring a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also featured high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was met with derision by some, who cited its expense and ecological impact.
Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a social media post, describing a phone call from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.
She characterized the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Buried Under Misogyny
Ms. Nguyen, who has focused her career on female health science and operated research during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – from her lab work and astronaut training to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was drowned out under the avalanche of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy championing the cause of victims of sexual violence.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after an attack during her college days, leading to a protracted legal battle.
A Path to Recovery
In the time since achieving her goal, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose kindness pulled her through. “You were my salvation,” she wrote.
She noted that even with the backlash, important benefits had come out of the flight, such as elevated attention for her women's health research and chances to influence leaders.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft launched from Texas in April, carrying the historic roster on a short trip that exceeded the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.
The group of women also featured accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.
The enterprise behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company established by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.